reasons
Friday, August 29, 2008 ♥♥
i fucking did it! yes i did! with the help of MARA jaurigue-bautista and MARGOT sanchez-ZEHR (k!:P) kidding! welcome to my blogspot. and finally I'm free
I'm fucking free from the crazy, manipulating, judgmental minds of my relatives and others. How come my relatives just had to think that they're "someone"? WHY?
Honestly, I would really think that the whole point of blogging for self pity and self absorption is rubbish. and yet, I am here. typing. in a BLOG. well i bet you're thinking well you're a damn hypocrite! well what if i am? I don't give a shit. I guess i don't also know the answer to why I'm doing this. is it because everyone's doing it? NO. i don't know. I guess knowing that here in my the Philippines, Blogspot isn't the trend anymore you don't worry about a lot of people reading your blog and therefore not much judging.
I guess you could also call me a coward or anything pertaining to scared, afraid and that bullshit. everyone in my Family just seems to know how to talk, how to speak their mind and shit and for me, its not as easy as 1,2,3 even if i was a debater. every time i would post a blog in my multiply, i feel like everything just has to "perfect". no wrong grammar, no filipino words in between, words are deep and stuff. so here in blogspot i feel like I'm free from those evil minds of my relatives. hopefully they wouldn't see this! haha!
sorry i just had to burst your bubble with my nosensical stuff.