You know how frustrating it is to hope for something but at the back of your mind you know it may never happen. the irony of life is that they tell us to hope, wish, pray and all that shit but seriously, Do you really think that there is a big chance you will end up getting what you've always wanted? In some situations yes and in some no. They say if we dream big and if we believe and work hard for what we want then we'll achieve it. i say how many big companies in the past that have, yes succeeded in life? a lot. But what comes after? the fall. Isn't ironic?
I hate feeling so vulnerable to anything or to anyone.