Have tons of bruises, chest is aching, feels very sticky, wants something i may never have and yet happy.
Since i doubt that a lot of people would be reading my blog. I'd really come out and say what i feel. emotions I know i have to accept. sometimes i try to occupy my mind from other things because when I'm all alone I know i'd have to face reality. first is: 1. I have a crush on someone's brother. THERE. i said it. let's call him W. W is not that gwpo or hot or what have you but i don't know. I want W to notice me or something. And i ruined that chance before. (sigh) jeez.. I sound like Gossip Girl. though mine's harder! you'll never know who W is:>:> kay! haha!! 2. I hate being alone in public places. I don't know why. I guess i have to always have someone with me to give me a sense of security.
So far those are the only things in mind right now except for whatever happened tonight. I went to kim's party kasi!:P anyway It was really fun! I left 10:15 i think but whatever.
I hate emo boys. as lia said to me awhile ago. They dress to impress and nothing more. they think being emo is so friggin' cool when in reality you look like FOOL. stop being someone you're not.
I recommend you guys to listen to belle and sebastian. they're really cool. wala lang. :):)
spill.
shout it,
SAY WHAT TO SAY BUT SAY THAT YOU'LL STAY.
obvious
about her,
MARLA
SENIOR YEAR!
I the epitome of every high school student who is still lost
(and maybe lost for a few more years after high school)